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Yes, you read it right! I'm on hiatus now. I'm just having a short break from the busy life of a law student. I'm just savoring every moment I have now to enjoy the life that I've also wanted . Bar hopping! Gigs! Luxurious Sleep! OL All day! GOD! THIS IS LIFE! Yeah! I really can enjoy life now! I'm now doing the things I've deprived myself of doing since I've decided to go to law school. But at the end of the day everything boils down to one question... Is this really the life that I wanted? The answer is NO... a big NO! I should be honest to myself with this. I'd rather have more sleepless nights reading and memorizing FACTS, ISSUES and RULINGS of CASES assigned for us to read for different subjects we have in law school . I'd rather spend the whole afternoon in a deafening silence environment inside the law school library. I'd rather dose myself with energy drinks to keep me awake because I still have class on a Saturday after the whole frustrating week than to have a hang over the next day after having a laklakan session with my bandmates which I do not really regret at all. Little did I mention that I have friends with God-given talent in singing and dancing and I'm lucky enough to witness them myself. I'd rather wear irritating corporate clothes upon going to school straight from work than to have comfortable clothes which I only wear at home. I'd rather carry tons of books I need in law school than to fill my bag with useless stuffs I need to bring out the kikayness in me. The most important thing that I'd rather be doing is seeing my friends in law school and debate with them all day long about their stands with a certain case than to waste my time having bolahan conversations with my suitors.
You may be laughing now! What more can I ask for right? I have a stable job. I have a social life now. I'm a degree holder now. I can do whatever I want! I can go home whenever I want! But THIS IS JUST NOT THE LIFE I'M AIMING FOR! THIS IS SO NOT ME!
If only I have all the resources in the world, I won't, NEVER, stop from going to law school even if it means losing my social life... even if it means having sleepless nights... It just feels different when you are doing the things you've been wanting to do your whole life! It took me so long before I was able to be admitted in law school. It requires me to do the impossible. But it feels good :)) It's just like a piece of cake because I know for a fact that it's my passion.
Yeah! Blah blah blah! I love my law school life.. I love the stress it brings! I love the thrill I feel there! I love soaking myself with cold sweats when answering God knows how to answer questions but there are really some points in our lives when our dreams are be put into test and I'm facing this test now. This is just temporary. I'm not quitting! I'm not a quitter! I'm just on hiatus. I just have to be emotionally, spiritually, physically, intellectually and above all, FINANCIALLY prepared before going back to my daily routine as a hot law student chic ^^
gimik mOh nlang yan!
ReplyDeleteover ka naman Anon1 .. tingin mo gimik lang tong pinagdadaanan ko . wag naman gnyan :(( kung alam mo lang !
Deletei hope you would be able to pursue and finished what you have started because you are wonderful and have great potential to become a certified Hot lawyer chick at that! ;) God Bless jhay-cee.
ReplyDeleteHi :) Thanks for your wonderful words of encouragement ^^ It means a lot believe me :) May the good Lord help me pursue my dream of becoming Certified Hot Lawyer Chic :) God bless you din po and pakilala ka sana :))
DeleteI enjoyed reading you stories in relation to your law school experienced, i felt sad when I got to read the On Hiatus part (it feels like its the end of my favorite teleserye ha ha ) well .. of course, as you .mentioned your not quitting right?., I will pray for you to finished your goal, like you It is my ambition to become a certified Hot Lawyer Chick joining your Club!
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Hi LD :) Daya mo naman clue/initials lang tlga nilagay mo . pakilala ka naman :)) For sure Certified hot law student ka rin no ? Hehehe ! Nako di pa dito magtatapos ang teleserye ng buhay law student ko :) may mga kaklase nga ako na may edad na pero pursigido pa rin na matupad yung pangarap nila maging abogado eh . meron pa ngang 60+ na pero tlagang di sumusuko kc yun yung tlagang passion nila and cguro frustration na rin ^^ Slamat sa pagppray at tiwala . Sana bibisita ka parin dito sa blog ko kht paminsan-minsan nlang . pakilala ka ha ^^
Deletewala kasi akong blog. wahaha nakakahiya mang aminin ndi ako marunong gumawa.( but im inspired by you to make mine! naks ;)) i enjoyed reading your blog. maybe you could still write ambitions, reactions, experienced in relation to law matters. that would be interesting until you finally into law school again.:)
ReplyDeleteaabangan ko yan! ;) where can i email you aside from here?.. it seems you love writing hehe.
Anu naman nkakahiya dun? Tlaga tu .. Mdami naman tutorial sa net kung pano gumawa ng blog ^^ Ang pangit pa nga ng sakin eh . Btw, thanks kc nainspire ka sa blog ko ska slamat sa suggestion :) oo nga naman pwede parin naman ako magsulat ng mga what ifs no ? hehehe ! ang problema kc saken kapag nagsusulat ako ng ganun di ko maiwasan maiyak :') pwede mo ko iemail sa legallyblunt@ymail.com - pakilala ka lang :)
DeleteHonestly I cant find enough time to scroll over the net.time consuming din kasi lam mo naman dami nating dapat basahin, and I am working student so precious tlaga oras. cge email kita;)
ReplyDeleteKung sa bagay tama ka :) San ka nag-aaral ng law ?
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