Yes, you read it right! I'm on hiatus now. I'm just having a short break from the busy life of a law student. I'm just savoring every moment I have now to enjoy the life that I've also wanted . Bar hopping! Gigs! Luxurious Sleep! OL All day! GOD! THIS IS LIFE! Yeah! I really can enjoy life now! I'm now doing the things I've deprived myself of doing since I've decided to go to law school. But at the end of the day everything boils down to one question... Is this really the life that I wanted? The answer is NO... a big NO! I should be honest to myself with this. I'd rather have more sleepless nights reading and memorizing FACTS, ISSUES and RULINGS of CASES assigned for us to read for different subjects we have in law school . I'd rather spend the whole afternoon in a deafening silence environment inside the law school library. I'd rather dose myself with energy drinks to keep me awake because I still have class on a Saturday after the whole frustrating week than to have a hang over the next day after having a laklakan session with my bandmates which I do not really regret at all. Little did I mention that I have friends with God-given talent in singing and dancing and I'm lucky enough to witness them myself. I'd rather wear irritating corporate clothes upon going to school straight from work than to have comfortable clothes which I only wear at home. I'd rather carry tons of books I need in law school than to fill my bag with useless stuffs I need to bring out the kikayness in me. The most important thing that I'd rather be doing is seeing my friends in law school and debate with them all day long about their stands with a certain case than to waste my time having bolahan conversations with my suitors.
You may be laughing now! What more can I ask for right? I have a stable job. I have a social life now. I'm a degree holder now. I can do whatever I want! I can go home whenever I want! But THIS IS JUST NOT THE LIFE I'M AIMING FOR! THIS IS SO NOT ME!
If only I have all the resources in the world, I won't, NEVER, stop from going to law school even if it means losing my social life... even if it means having sleepless nights... It just feels different when you are doing the things you've been wanting to do your whole life! It took me so long before I was able to be admitted in law school. It requires me to do the impossible. But it feels good :)) It's just like a piece of cake because I know for a fact that it's my passion.
Yeah! Blah blah blah! I love my law school life.. I love the stress it brings! I love the thrill I feel there! I love soaking myself with cold sweats when answering God knows how to answer questions but there are really some points in our lives when our dreams are be put into test and I'm facing this test now. This is just temporary. I'm not quitting! I'm not a quitter! I'm just on hiatus. I just have to be emotionally, spiritually, physically, intellectually and above all, FINANCIALLY prepared before going back to my daily routine as a hot law student chic ^^